Its 7 oclock and I have had all my meals today. I am really hungry. I'm pleased really, because I haven't been hungry for a while and my weight loss has slowed. I reakon this will definately speed things up a bit.

My husband has kept mentioning that I look slimmer, and hugging me which is kind of worrying. I don't mind that he likes me losing weight but too much excitement about it is going to upset me. Coz then I'll start thinking he didn't find me attractive before.

Hell, I'm talking like I've lost all the weight already. I'm still fat, but I'm getting there. I've lost that horrible hunchback look you get when you put on weight, its like you have a padding of fat at the neck and it looks like your hunched over all the time when you're not. Thankfully now when I stand up straight, I actually look straight. Which is really pleasing. I just wish my chest was smaller, its so unnattractive and cumbersome. The top of my thighs are thinner, but still touching. Although not as much is touching as before. I can't wait till there's a gap there. I've also got horrible folds of fat on my back. I can't wait to see the back (haha) of those. I really can't though, its been one of the main things which stops me from wearing the clothes I want. Yes I have a large chest, which can be helped by wearing a fitted bra (something I don't like doing) just for occasions when your going out. But fitted bras excentuate a fat back. Something I hate, and I usually wear something drab to hide it. It will be so nice to wear a tight fitting top and turn around and see no flab whatsoever. Maybe even some muscle and a bit of spine showing through. I would sooooo love that.

My mother, who is usually quiet cynical about weight loss, stated that my stomach looked flat. Which of course it isn't, but I'm glad she noticed that I'm losing. Because as you know, I have no other way of telling, other than by touch or by sight. So it is really helpful when people mention that you're slimmer.

I hope I can keep to this stricter plan for a while. All this DIY is so tiring. I literally stopped today and just zoned, I couldn't do any more even though I wanted to. But it must be helping to keep me fit. Which is great. If I could lose weight, I might be able to get my parents to listen to me about their eating habits. They are so in denial. They think they eat healthy but they don't. They are both very overweight. If I lose a significant amount of weight I know they will start asking me how I've done it. Then I can spill the beans and help them too. I want that more than anything.